I’d rather be dead than be the reason you’re unhappy.
I am so tired of feeling and looking like a huge fucking fat ass all the time. The worst part is, no matter how bad I know it’s getting, I don’t care enough to change. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.
Welp, I’m going back to blonde again! Tomorrow, either Alyssa or I will dye it to make it even. We used some platinum blonde crap and as you can see, it’s beautiful at the roots, but PUMPKIN ORANGE towards the ends. It sucks, but it’ll be fixed! If only I could pull off being completely platinum blonde…
It’s really stupid of me to be so frustrated with a person who makes an effort to ask me questions about everything going on in my life, but I just need some space, damnit! I am not, and never will be a person who spills everything to anyone who asks. For the most part, I’m pretty reserved, and I’ll only talk to you if I want to. If I’m not comfortable talking about something, or if I’m upset, I shut down and only say what I want to say.
It’s kind of weird that some people in my life haven’t figured that out yet. Like, if I don’t respond to one of your questions, don’t ask again, and don’t ask anything else to get me to respond. Just give me some damn space.
I really wanted to show off my new nose ring…I am so totally in love!!!! :)
Here’s my photospam-this doesn’t happen very often, but I was feeling colorful today. Oh! Check out my pink streak! It’s actually soft pastel, so it comes out when I wash it! Too cool :)
Best Valentine’s Day ever :)
This is us :)
I take horrible pictures with my webcam, AND you can’t even see my outfit. Oh well, at least my hair looks good? :/