until i leave to head back to indianapolis. :( i’ve been so busy the past three weeks, it’ll be weird to go back and relax. i’m going to miss everyone so much. but especially him. i feel like in dear john when the character, savannah, says “two weeks…that’s all it took. for me to fall for you.”. it feels like that’s what the past few weeks have been about. figuring out my feelings for you and realizing that i want to be with you. it’s kind of insane. things are complicated with family and stuff, not knowing whether or not they will accept us being together, but i think it will be worth it.
i’ll miss you when i go back. of course. you told me today, randomly, in the store, that you were going to get that job we talked about, and that after a month or so, you would buy a plane ticket to come see me. i’m not sure if you realize that it’ll be harder than that. you’ll have to give your sister and mom money for rent, phone bill, pay off your rent from before, if you get a car, you’ll have to pay for that, insurance, and all that jazz. it’s not as easy as i think you assume it will be. but we’ll see.
i can’t believe this happened so quickly. i hope it doesn’t end as quickly as it began. i really care about you and i want to be with you. i hope you can see that. and i hope you feel the same.