he called me last night. twice! this is soooo much better than his usual, because usually, he never calls. and he was at work too!
this is the most confusing situation ever. sometimes i can tell what he wants, but sometimes i feel like he wants nothing to do with me. is it fair? nope, not at all. but am i going to keep coming back for more? of course. and why is that? because i’m naive and i haven’t learned yet.
in the end it will probably bite me in the ass, but at this point, i don’t care. i’m living in the moment…and what i want in this moment is him.
oh, i get to see him in five days. :D sooooo excited.