i’ve been spending a lot of time looking through photos to reblog in order to show how i’m feeling, and i haven’t spent a lot of time actually writing how i’m feeling in a particular moment.
let me just say that life has gotten much better. it’s down to the wire with only two weeks left of classes and one week of finals, but after that, i get to go home and spend time with the people i miss the most…who i haven’t seen in almost four months. it will be a nice break.
things with mark are getting easier. i think it’s mostly because i know that i’ll see him soon, and when i see him, i’ll be able to talk things through with him and figure everything out. (i hope).
i also think that being on tumblr makes my days better. not because it’s something for me to do to pass the time, but because i can show my feelings without holding back. i don’t know how many people pay attention to what i post, but at least i know that i’ve shown people what i’m feeling.
i hope i’ll be writing more posts in the near future, but who knows. it depends on the day i suppose! to everyone who looks at my blog and my posts, thank you.
don’t tell me you’re over me, because i really don’t think you are. and it sucks because now that you say you’ve moved on, i don’t think i have. what the fuck is going on. i don’t understand this at all! please just make this easier…ugh.
it’s about damn time something goes my way! i got a text alert this morning that told me that my grant from vsac finally went through. i’m not broke as fuck anymore :) i’ve been on edge lately because i haven’t had money, so this was a huge relief.
downside? mcdonald’s didn’t put sugar in my iced coffee. it was unbearable. haha. i got over it though!
more good news? twenty nine days until i go homeeee to the 802!! my cousin asked me yesterday why i go home because apparently i complain when i come back to indy about why in the hell i stayed for so long. i hope i don’t feel that way this time. i think it’ll be a fun time. lots of people to hang out with, lots of things to do, and just the magic of the season (hah, that sounds so cliche!). things with family may not be the best, but i’ve got my friends. thank goodness.
i hope everyone is having a great day! right now, i should probably get back to my sociology notes. fucking college. haha!!