8430.) I fucking love you and i want to spend the...
day 8-a moment.
it took me a while to figure out which “moment” to write about, but i think i’ve got a good one. the moment that you told me you cut yourself. i couldn’t believe it. i couldn’t breathe. it was late at night, and i didn’t have anyone to talk to really. you and i had joked about it before…like when we were down and stuff, and i knew that i would never do...
day 7-your best friend.
i have a few, so this could take a while! :) marcy-it’s kind of weird how we met. my dad started dating her mom, and i was kind of forced to meet her and get along with her. haha. at first, things were kind of weird and i didn’t want to get to know her, but after a while, things got much easier! we started hanging out a lot more, and became like sisters. when my dad and her mom broke...
i’ve finally realized that i’m happier without you. without thinking about you or talking to you, i feel like i enjoy life more. it’s hard to admit, and i don’t know how long this feeling will last, but we’ll see! i’m focusing on me for once.
Never thought we’d have a last kiss Never imagined we’d end like...– “Last Kiss” by Taylor Swift
day 6-your day.
well, today was kind of blahh. nothing compared to last night. ;) i went to bed at 4am and woke up at 10am…kind of. after i hit snooze a few times. hung around the house, showered, got ready, babysat from like 1-3:30, came home, relaxed ish, fell asleep for a few minutes, drove my two aunts to the ymca for euchre night, and now i’m back here! boringgggg. so that’s it!
last night was absolutely insane.
i don’t know how to describe it, but it was amazing and i loved every second of it :D
i'm thankful that...
i have a best friend like you. :) even when i don’t want to talk to ANYONE, i respond to your texts and messages because i know that you stop me from worrying about what was on my mind. and by the end of our conversation, no matter how long, i’m smiling. thank you for always being there. (i love you platonically).
today is a good day.
surprisingly, today is soooooo much better than yesterday. almost like the polar opposite. maybe because it’s thursday and i don’t have classes tomorrow?! i’m not really sure, but i’m definitely not complaining. we’ll see how the night ends though. for now, i’m thinking about doing some writing. <3
i never thought i would...
judge someone without getting to know them. but i’ve been doing that ever since i started looking at your posts on facebook and here. for that, i apologize. it’s not like me at all. i doubt you’ll realize i’m talking about you in this post, but just know that i’m sorry.
17289.) It scares me that I can't stand being away...
:( sooooo true.
16976.) Hi I'm a girl. I have unmeetable...
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day 5-your definition of love.
wow, ummm ok. here we go. to me, love is a connection you have with a person where you both care about each other. you struggle with various things, but you know you’ll get through them together because what you have is better than giving up. you’re similar to that person, in ways that help you become the best person you can be and want to be. well, that wasn’t as bad a i...
it's time that i do things for myself.
i just thought about this… last night was absolutely horrible. i got pissed because you didn’t do what you were supposed to do (again). everything from that point on made me cry. i thought about everything. my dad calling me a failure, my mom not being here, my uncle going through his problems, people using me, people lying to me, issues with friends, school stress, nursing school,...
when is it my turn?
i want to have a relationship where we both care about each other, and the only time we fight is when we talk about who loves the other more. i don’t want to worry about getting jealous, distance, conflicts, or the next time i’ll talk to you. i want something and someone to make me happy. i want something to look forward to every day. i don’t want to cry almost every night...
the post you've been waiting for.
ok, so here it is. you’ve been waiting for me to post something about this…i can tell. i don’t know why i act the way i do whenever you talk about someone else. i wish i did, because believe it or not, it annoys me too. i really feel like i’m over you, but maybe there’s a part of me that can’t let go. i don’t understand it! i’m sorry for what i did,...
the pink gummi bears taste like my uncle smells!– Alyssa Wiegand
i have no motivation
i’m sitting in the library here at uindy attempting to study microbiology. it’s not working at all…my exam is in exactly two hours. fml. i can’t afford to fail!! :/
is going to be the death of me. test number three today…let’s goooooo!
day 4-what you ate today.
well, it’s only 9:30am, but i felt the need to complain. haha all i’ve eaten so far today is a bowl of lucky charms. :P i think i have a wisdom tooth coming in (which hurts like a bitch!!), so it’s not easy for me to chew. how lame.
to be perfectly honest
i regret it too. :/
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i’m so glad we got to talk. :) you made me realize that being single isn’t that bad. we both want the same thing, which is great! while we talked, i discovered that even though you may think that someone is way out of your league or has absolutely NO interest in you whatsoever, you could be completely wrong. and that’s what ended up happening. and i’ve realized how much i...
why is it...
that boys are so damn obsessed with video games?! seriously. i’ve wanted to talk to you all day, but i don’t want to interrupt “game time” or anything. i realize that it’s fun for you, but maybe talk to me…just a little bit? is that too much to ask?
enchanted by taylor swift, on her album...
This night is sparkling Don’t you let it go I’m wonderstruck...– Taylor Swift, “Enchanted”
day 3-your parents.
well. my mom passed away when i was three. it was really hard for everyone in my family. i didn’t realize how hard it would be to live without a mother until i was faced with the fact that my dad would be dating random women and i wouldn’t have a say in who he was going to be with. ugh it sucked. he went through quite a few girlfriends and i only liked a couple of them. i guess i was kind of lucky...